This question was posed by Colleen, Austin's girlfriend and adopted member of our family. We met for coffee recently. She said that at my father's 80th birthday party last weekend, they felt as though I wasn't myself and were concerned.
I swear. I wish I could juggle more balls in the air without showing my stress....especially to my loved ones, like Austin and Colleen. I replied that I'm not the best at handling a multitude of STUFF at the same time. The balls in air last weekend included Eleanor's safe arrival in Scotland, Dad's party and just finishing a major teachers' conference with my department. You would think that by 55, I would be able to manage life with a little more finesse. I'm going to practice juggling and keeping my life streamlined to a minimum of activity.
Today I gave my resignation to a grassroots group which I helped begin, CAAV, Climate Action Alliance of the Valley. While away, I considered the time I spent in meetings with this organization and decided I should give it up and help on an 'as-needed' basis. They were generous with praise and regret that I was leaving, but understood totally, as I think I'm practically the only one with a full time job.
Anyway, it is my goal now to juggle with alacrity. For my sake and, for when I am able to spend time with my loved ones, they are not wondering if I am okay.
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